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I come to realise something. I am always found blaming people. In fact, everything is my fault. I just can't accept it.

I also realised that i fail almost everything in life. How nice.

No status. No money. No career. No life. No degree, masters or phd. How nice.

And who's fault? Yupx. Mine. My fault.

My fault for not studying hard to get the status, the money, the certs. And the life i want.

That is why, i fail everything in life. Nice. back to top?

And i saw something that i shouldn't and it make me kinda upset. *shouts*

I got the urge to close down facebook forever.

But, how about my games?! *sigh* back to top?

Because of you

I learn and learning to be independent.

Because of you

I started to doubt whatever you gonna tell me.

Yet because of you

I feel i am important, to you.

And also for you

I am going to do my best to leave you alone

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Feel so much like i just typed nonsense. And *screams* I'm still awake at this timing!! Damn.

Alright. Nights!!! back to top?

For "god knows how long" that i've insomnia. Actually, i should be able to get to sleep. I popped two Panadol at ard 10+pm. Supposingly, it should cause drowsiness aside helping with my headache. Thankfully, it did help subside my bad headache. but it somewhat causing me a lil hyperactive that i can't get to sleep. Ironic. I even cried to make myself sleep!! Shit. I'm crazy. I even went Youtube to watch videos on my iPhone. It's not even making my eyes tired! Ok. Dumb way to do it. Anyway, enough of nagging.

2M29D16H4M30S(n counting down). After that, my work contract will end. Fast.

There are just so much that i wanna talk about. So much in my mind that i'm confused to what am i thinking or what is bothering me actually. Or am i just creating things out of nothing to make myself in such depress mode? *wonders*

Anyway! It's been so damn long that i try to be so healthy. Been going to the gym since like 2-3weeks ago? Well well, i do hope it will really just like me vent whatever unknown frustrations that i'm having. back to top?