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Human are born naturally selfish. No matter how selfless one try to be. There will still be selfishness in them. I do not know why i got such thinking. But definitely, i feels this way.

27 - Exam day, finished exam by 12pm. Evening got outing. Make it nice to say is to be my post birthday celebration. But in actual fact, is more like an outing, a normal outing to chill out and have fun. Sent out invitations 1 week before. Sent out to 10, 3 made it. I guess i'm a pretty lousy organiser. Then i realised, if you don't demand anything, which in this case i demanded an outing, you won't feel your taken for granted. How true is it, it's up to individuals.

28 - Went out with boyfriend. I spoiled the day as i suddenly got a very bad cough and bad flu. How nice. Nevertheless, i still try to hang on till we catch an evening movie. Before that, was loitering in a bookshop. Saw a book, and i shall summarize on one of its few sentences. "If happiness taste like sweet candy, then sorrow will be salty, just like tears. And what about bitter? Nothing. It's just a bug. Just give yourself a hug."

Somtimes, i really wonder. The people that i serious treat them as very good friends treat me the same. Maybe, it is my wishful thinking. back to top?

It's been so long after my first post. I wanna blog about what i dreamt yesterday.

I dreamt of him. Not my boyfriend, but the guy who is always in my heart for the past 6 years. Pathetic me, i must say. Oh well. I dreamt he is my boyfriend. Just plainly holding my hands and go window shopping. The dream is just so real. So real.

Anyway, i got a surprised from my colleagues and temp staffs. They are nice. Got me a Charles & Keith handbag and drew a card for me. Thanks people. Really appreciate it.

Had malay home cooked food with the ladies too. It is very nice. Really nice.

This yeary birthday is just before my first exam paper. Nice one. I don't think i can celebrate. Maybe a post celebration, perhaps. No idea who should i asked. But i had asked 3 of my close friends. Oh well. Seriously got no idea what to do.

I have yet to start study for my exams. I am so gonna fail my papers. Nice.

Where shall i go to study? back to top?

I had a blog before, but I'm gonna start it again. Reason? No particular reason, I guess. Maybe, for the first time in my life, I finally realized and come to terms that, not everything you can openly discuss and talk to your family or close friends. Or maybe, I just do not want to trouble them with my problems.

Anyway, it is a good way to improve my essay writings. *laughs*

For a start, maybe I'll touch on my relationship status.

I'm in a relationship for 5years(16May is our 5th anniversary). To be frank, we don't celebrate such stuff anyway. I don't know if he remember it, but i do. To be able to know him, i think its funny. Why? Well, I can't really describe it. But I just find it kinda funny.

But somehow, i feel, I'm at a stage of not knowing if this relationship is still ongoing because of habit or because of love. You get what i mean? Everything seems so...Blur? Or is it because, i just can't forget a guy that I like/love for 6years? This feeling is funny. I'm confused too. It will be great if somebody could really tell me what is wrong in this relationship. As i am really feeling very tired of quarreling with my boyfriend. And yet, i am still tolerating with it when if it happen to my friends, i guess they would just break up. Seriously, what am i hoping or trying to gain from this relationship? What is holding me back when i can't even see myself walking down the aisle with him? It sounds absurd. Oh well. *shrugs* Guess, that's it for my "wonderful" relationship status.

Today is a Friday. TGIF! *smile* Will be going to one of my close girl friend birthday party later. back to top?