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I believe it is time to end everything.

Soon.

I'm trying to forget everything.

Totally.

I hope i can do it.

I'm suffering right now.

Emotionally and physically.

Please get it over and done with. back to top?

Today is one of my close friend birthday - CG. Oh man. Talkng about her. I've known her since we're secondary one. *counting* 11 years!! Oh man. And it's still counting. Though in between there are some issues that may have cause us not on talking terms or whatsoever. BUT! I'm glad she is there to advise me sometimes, thou it might piss me off with her kind of advises. *laughs*

Anyway, Happy Birthday, CG! *lots of kisses and hugs*

Beside her, there is another friend of mine is also celebrating his birthday today! Well, he is my ex-boyfriend. Nevertheless, Happy birthday to WJ!

Well, i have yet to get CG a present. *sigh* No idea what to get for her! She don't seem to lack anything, with all the love shower from her beloved sister, JG. And, not to forget, her caring boyfriend, MH. Oh man. Seriously, what should i get for her? Sexy lingerie? *laugh out loud*


*frustrated* Okay! I should head out for lunch before the phone starts to ring. (I'm left alone to man the helpline today.) *sigh* back to top?

"When you feel that you are incompetence on something. Don't give up. Continue doing and it may become your abilities."

That is my quote for today. I didn't copy that from some famous people or whatsoever. It is from me. 

Well, i've been thinking alot recently. So much so that it is making me kinda upset and gotten myself so emotional that I landed in a state of not knowing what i'm doing. 

Studies. Relationship. Family. Work. Money. Friends. Health. If one day, God only allows you to choose only one. What will you choose? 

I will choose health. It is an answer that I chose without thinking. I guess, maybe it's got to do with what I am going through right now. It is a torture. 

I wonder if one day, i am no longer around, will my love ones(siblings, boyfriend/husband, kids) come to read this blog of mine? Why never include my parents, some may ask. Well, it's because they are illiterate~! *giggles* Not like i'm laughing at them for being illiterate. I'm cool with that. But in case, one day my love ones read this blog, this entry. And my parents is still around. Please pass this message to them,"I love you, Dad and Mum. Thanks for always trying to give me what i want. And sorry, i didn't fulfill what a good daughter should do."

*shrugs* 

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Went drinking last Saturday with my two babes, JY and CG. Before drinking, we met up to have a simple lunch at Bugis Junction, V8. Then follow by scouting for YZ's present. And then we head to Suntec City to buy JY's present at La' Senza. Nothing much in between, till CG suggested going arcade!!! *laughs out loud* I was so thrilled~!

We tried catching some toys but to no avail. *pouts*. We spend about near $10 then we head to Marina Sq. And we spent anther bomb at the arcade there again~! *laughs* We had fun throughout. And our loots from the toy catching machine is: 1 Eeyore, 1 Tigger tail pouch, 1 Daisy Duck. Though is small items, but it is still fun~! *giggles*

After that, we head to Esplande to have Ichiban Boshi for dinner. During our dinner, we saw this couple beside us is trying to be a very sweet couple. Their table is a small rectangular shape table for 2. So they should sit face to face opposite each other at the table. Instead, the guy move over to his girlfriend and sit together at the overly cramp table. And they remain in that position even after the food arrive. Nice. And my two babes, being so sweet, re-enact what they do. Totally roll eyes. I was so irritated that i said very loud to my two babes," Please get a room."

Anyway, right after that small incident, we head to 7-ate-nine to chill. Totally love it. *smilex* CG ordered just one, ONE, Erdinger White. And it last her throughout till she can't finish that i have to drink for her. And for JY, we forced her to have one Litchi Martini, 3 shots: Lemon Drop, Kamikaze, B2. (shots come in pair for each. And i shared with her.), 2 Tequilla pops. And she is a goner. *laughs out loud*

I am a goner too a while later. I can't even walk straight!

It is a splendid night. Totally. Love them to bits. back to top?

Alright, this is my second post of the day. It doesn't take long after all. *laughs*

So, why this post? Well, I suddenly remember something. My dreams. So, here I am, typing this second post of the day. *grins*

Oh well, I dream of somebody. In it, that person ask me to leave him. That I'm not the one he is after. I remember waking up feeling sad. Somewhat makes me emo the whole day after that. *laugh sarcastically* Then I thought to myself, I even told one of my close friend, J.L, maybe it is time to let him go. She agrees too. After all, he isn't mine in the first place. And he will most likely never going to be.

Few days after that dream, i dreamt of him again. This time round, i dreamt that, he loves me alot. And that he wants to be with me for as long as he can. I woke up feeling sad, again. Contradicting, I know. I just can't help it but feel this way.

Ever wonder what is the relationship between me and him in reality? In real life, he is just my secondary school senior, my "brother" whom I will address him as "Kor" at times. A guy, who I happen to fall in love with him 6 years ago and I think it's still counting. Till date, I have know him for 10yrs+. Wow, that's long. *laughs*

Alright, that is all about my dreams and a lil intro about the guy in my dream. back to top?

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